SZEYING

today when uu walking to ur working place ,
uu asked miie something ..
i should be happy about it but at the same time ,
i'm oso sad and disappointed .
uu should noe why ..
& i really dun have the confidence dat 'dat thing' 100% won't happen again .
i'm really scared ..
i dun wann dat day to come ..
i oso dun have the confidence to accept it ..
cos i'm scared dat if i accept it ,next time 'dat thing' happens again ,
i would be more sad ..
i hope dis thing wont happen again and dun wish to talk about all these anymore .
wait till i'm more mature bahhxs ..
and hais ,dis week uu nv have any off day ..
dis week my exams leis !
when i needed uu the most ..uu weren't here for miie ..
shit !fuck dat work !